justrun-.

my body's been feeling rather shitty these past few days. feel so so so so tired :( the headaches and giddiness are killer. i hate the feeling of not being in control of things. suddenly just focusing seems to take everything out of me :(

so much work to be done. it's neverending and the thought that i'm going to fail in the end is such a turn off. nagging voice in my head telling me that i can't do it.

feel like there's all this pent up negative energy in me that has been eating my insides. i want to turn back the clock so badly. feel so horrible. wounds i'll never be able to get rid offff. i wish i didn't have all this baggage to carry along. i constantly feel like i'm dragging a hell lot of stuff along wherever i go.

I DONT WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS :(

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [18:53]

and took [20080512] strides

it's the passion that drives you